Notice: I'm not perfect yet...

Originally published at postlapsaria.net. You can comment here or there.

I got an email from someone today expressing that I was taking a bit too long in sending my picture sets via email. To be honest, I felt really ashamed that I hadn't handled the transaction more professionally and promptly. I just want everyone to know that at this point, selling pictures and videos is just a side thing for me to do. I do it when I get a chance to or when I get in the mood for it. But right now I'm learning and trying to turn this into a real way to pay the bills and be a major part of my life. I enjoy talking to all of you so much and I enjoy selling pictures and all of that. I love it. But right now, it's not the only thing happening in my life. I'm trying to figure out school and getting an apartment, at the same time as trying to find a part-time job. I'm sorry if those sound like excuses but they are the facts of my life right now which I cannot change.

In the future I want this site to be a huge part of my life and a part of my career. I'm still learning how to handle many people/customers/friends/tasks at the same time and it's turning out to be more intensive than I expected. There are some girls out there doing this to pay the rent and I respect them so, so very much and I'd love to learn how they do it. But the only way to get to that level is by trying your best, making mistakes, and learning from them. So I'm sorry if I've let any of you down, I don't want this to happen again. You are all so lovely kind people and I don't want anyone being disappointed in me ever.  I hope that you can understand my situation a bit better from this point forward. I'm at a big turning point in my life and I've got a lot on the plate. But I'm not going to stop selling pictures/videos for you just because of that. I just want it to be known that I'm not a machine and that my response time may not be perfect. I don't want anyone being disillusioned or anything by that in the future. I now have a higher level of expectations for myself and I plan to follow through on everything as quickly as possible from now on. Thank you.